I feel like I'm moving around in a room stuffed with cotton balls. I so want to flop down in them and sleep. My creativity is dizzy. Too many thoughts just knock around in my head. I am getting things done around the house even though I can't sit and focus.

Funny how the world revolves and everything that was true yesterday has changed today, and then sooner or later, everything will revolve back around again. I think it's a rhythm of mine. I don't know if it happens or I cause it. I do know that I get "over-peopled"--too much stimulation, too much nervousness, not enough solitude and time to think. Then there goes things--all that was good and right is shattered and now I am left alone where I can pick up pieces and make myself whole again.

I just wish I could do it without the negativity that seems to be part and parcel of the only way I can get everyone to just back off for a night and let me breathe. Little one will be away at a friend's tomorrow and the older one will be at work for several hours. Dad should be working. I may have the house to myself. What a delicious thought!

I keep meaning to tell whoever is out there reading that if you want to comment, I have no idea how to set that up. I also have had no success in setting up my archives either. I am really web-illiterate in so many basic ways. At any rate, if you ever want to get in touch or talk about anything here, feel free to e-mail me: Carolyn_Dekat@msn.com

I'm signing off tonight. I'm not even going to preview this...Just send it out there and let it fly so it can bring me back some health and peace.